This is what anxiety looks like …

This is what anxiety looks like... Last night I was invited to my gym friend's birthday at Array in Harold Hill. Can I say what a beautiful venue it is but the customer care was SO poor. It was my first night out for 2022 and the battle I had with myself to go was... Continue Reading →

Thoughts to feelings

I haven't written a poem for a while because I like to write from my feelings and in all honesty,  of recent I've felt numb. I know I'm not the only one that has experienced these feelings so why not talk about it? Why hide my words of emptiness? It's not everyday smiles and laughter... Continue Reading →

When You Cheated Poem

PLEASE BE WARNED THIS POEM HAS SOME SEXUAL CONTENT WHICH MAY OFFEND SO EITHER ENJOY OR CONTINUE SCROLLING THROUGH TO THE NEXT POST! When you cheated I often have these questions cross my mind.Because I'm not the cheating kind.I don't understand, I can't comprehend.The lies, the guilt, how did you pretend?What was you thinking? How... Continue Reading →

Connection poem

NEW POEM ALERT 📢 Connection I want that deep connection where I feel you and you feel me. More than a sexual connection where I feel you and you feel me. A connection where our minds, bodies and souls entwine into one. A connection where we elevate up, out into our own world that only... Continue Reading →

Check your breast!

It's mad because on the 30th of June 2016 I attended an appointment at the breast clinic and yesterday on 24th June 2021 I found myself back there. I found a lump on my left breast last week. I ignored it for 2 days thinking it would go away but on the 3rd day I... Continue Reading →

Black and white

Half caste, mixed race, dual heritage.Light skin, pale skinned, privileged.Judged by the colour of my skin from both sides.Half black, blackie and nigga.What are you? You're not white, your not black.Judged by the colour of my skin from both sides.No one understands my battles.Ancestors enslaved by slave masters.Ansectors enslaving my ancestors.No one even considers my... Continue Reading →

Glint In Your Eye

I see you, but it's that glint in your eye that's drawn my attention.The light shinning through when you talk of your passions.Intrigued and aroused both at the same time.And then it dimmers and I'm searching.Trying to ignite it with question after question.Just so I can see and feel it's expression.How do I spark it?What... Continue Reading →

Hideaway

This is my hideaway.She has been with me through rain, snow and now spring.She has been my haven, my silence and tranquility.She may appear dead on the out side but there is so much going on within her and at her roots that grow deep down to the core of this earth.  She is preparing for... Continue Reading →

Depression, depression…depression

I know that this poem will resonate with many people and by me sharing this I hope it'll encourage people to open up and not be affraid to talk about the elephant that is present in so many rooms.  Depression, depression....depression There's so much I'd like to share. So much I'd like to say. But... Continue Reading →

New year, new blog

Today was the first New Years day I've woke up without feeling the effects of alcohol. I wanted to start this year with a clear head and and as focused as possible. 2020 definitely had an impact on me and I fell into some bad habits even to the extent that I lost myself but... Continue Reading →

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