I wrote this poem last year and still I allowed myself to look for love in the wrong places. I lost focus and forced my heart into the hands of another. I KNOW that true love resides in myself but sometimes I forget and get side tracked. I allowed my love of someone else to... Continue Reading →
Who are they?
My Nan, who I've never really been close to recently lost her husband and due to circumstances we had to move her down to a residential home in Essex to be closer to the family. Since coming down me and Little Mumma (my daughter) have been spending a lot of time with her and I... Continue Reading →
The Royal Wedding
I'm not gonna lie I was one of those people who said they wasn't interested in the royal wedding and I had no plans what so ever of watching it. As I layed on my friend's sofa nursing a hangover she had it on. Now if you know me youll know I'm blind! I didn't... Continue Reading →
I'm surrounded by good family and friends but at times I feel so alone. Alone in my thoughts, my pain and my heartache. In the confussion of it all I struggle to express it vocally. My thoughts get mixed up with my feelings and emotions and I can't untangle them. I don't want to burden... Continue Reading →
I am enough!
I've had such a good week. It's been productive, I've been full of love and really happy. I did have 2 anxiety attacks but I just thought I was feeling the energy of a friend who isn't in a good place at the moment. Oh, didn't I tell you? I'm a sponge. I soak up... Continue Reading →
I will never be body perfect and I really don’t care!
On Friday I took myself to Lakeside to buy a nice little outfit to wear out on Saturday night. Now when I go shopping I always have a little image in my head of what I want to buy and how it's going to look. So I knew exactly what kind of outfit I was... Continue Reading →
Is it time to hang up my raving stilettos?
There's a handful of us from the school run who have become really tight friends. I love these ladies, they're an important part of my everyday life. They're my daily laughter fix. I'm the mother hen out of all of us (only because I'm the eldest) 🙈. Last night a few of us went out... Continue Reading →